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dah lama tak update blog ni...sorry..blk kampung bercuti..huhu

# honestly said...skrg dlm kpala ni dah brsarang dgn byk benda yang ak sendiri tak upaya nak rungkaikan...

kalau tanya apa dia? aku pon tak tahu nak bagitahu yang mana dulu and yang mana satu...

byk benda dlm kepala yang tak selesai..u can said that yg aku ni byk pikir sgt...or ak ni sgt take serius sgt perkara2 enteng(mudah) but honestly....selagi tak selesai selagi tu kepala aku rasa berat ja, hati rasa tak tenang..

selama aku senyum, aku ketawa, dat is da time yang mana aku 'lari' yeah,... running away from 'me' 

hah? plik? tu la psl, u never know me- (n don't try....caused u'll going crazy later! trust me k!)

# so far benda yang buat aku senang bila aku dah dapat novel yang aku nak...aku oredr dr jemari seni... novel baju melayu hijau serindit from Syud n new Hlovate- contengan jalanan...

baru dpt siang tadi..nak baca tapi - tak pernah aku mcm ni..mcm mana?

aku tak excited...well selalu kalau novel Syud or Hlovate ni buat aku teruja sbb novel diorg lain dr cerita novel klise biasa, mmg bukan citer kawen paksa or cinta lps kawen..tapi ceritanya jenis yg sweet, ayat sempoi n ketuhanan sikit, yg mn aku rs mcm aku pulak watak utamanya. tapi kan tadi dah baca 10 bab...aku rasa lambatnya si pacai ni nak kenal dgn wardah! cepat2 llah ngorat! isk!

#aku byk pikir yes, aku pikir psl intern - benda yg tak pernah kluar dari kepala sejak dari awl las sem... aku risau, risau sgt2, aku nak cakap dkt mak, tapi dah ckp dah semalam, nak cakap hari-hari? hari2 nak kol ckp aku risau pasl intern? mahu bapak aku tak mngamuk nanti? mnghabiskan duit ja telefon! dah lah kat umah hari tu, setiap hari ckp psl benda tu....ok aku risau! risau pasal intern! paham? ok sapa2 yang keja HR or ada kaitan dgn pengambilan orang2 nak intern ni? aku intern 8 bulan start Sept ni...ahhahah...ok...gila sedikit, but trust me....u never know me...huhuhuh..i'm good actually! kind-hearted! ok..ngarut..!

skrg rasa mcm mahu pulang ke rumah....manja2 dgn mak...ok..anak manja yeay! so? huhuh...aka anak mak! aku juga anak abah huhu..ok..ngarut lagi...dah! nanti syafiza marah!sbb pakai laptop dya... ok bye semua! 

p/s: tlg jgn komen ckp...sbr ada nya nanti, aku dah byk dpt nasihat mcm tu...n aku sdg cuba,.....terima kasih...

Grenade!

love this soo much! keep listening to this over n over again...

bahagianya la haih, if sumbody wanna catch grenade for me!

btw, saw this comment just now:

Bruno Mars had a Grenade, and Tiao Cruz had Dynamite, so they both threw them at Katy Perry who exploded like a Firework. The bang was so loud that the Black Eyed Peas forgot The Time, while Rihanna had memory loss and ran around saying Whats My Name. Eminem looked around & said Im Not Afraid, then Willow Smith began to Whip Her Hair, which scared The Far East Movement who began to fly like a G6, Then JLo fell on the floor Nelly then woke up and said PHEW! it was Just A Dream!

by jeso3600!

#exam mode...final in 2 days....wish me luck yaw!
# currently is listening -Ashiteru;Zivilia in Tyah rooms, using her lappy..huhu

there's a lot of story to tell..ok..which one 1st ahh?ok...cter blik kg dulu la ye..
ok...

BALIK KAMPONG!---
dah blik umah,2 ari lps, balik lah jnguk my tok wan (atok) sebelah abah....dok sorg2 dkat kg kan..
so..dah jmpe dya, tgh smbang2, he asked 1 question dat made me...OMG!
sounds like this.....
"ank bila?tak dak kawan ka?" ahhhh? i was like, mula2 terpikir...maksud sbnr..apkah?
ok, then, terpikir..tadi kan topiknya ialah pasl kahwin...ye la, tp bkn pasl hal ak kahwin, ni psl my cousin...then, ok, dya tnya lagi pasl kahwin..to play safe...x da lagi...

"buatlah solat istikharah.." aisyh...rlek arh...tak mahu kahwen lagi...cousin aku yang lain pon x kahwin lagi..nnt lngkah bndul plak..hahha..is dat jargon applied to cousin?ahhaha
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ok...psl my journey back to UTP smlm...
naik bus pkul 5..dat bus is from A.S to Lumut, then, lalu dpn UTP, so i can just asked da driver to stop in front UTP la kan...
nak dijadikan cerita, a long da journey from A.S to Ipoh, i don't sleep at all..
ngntuk, pning, tak yah ckp la, but then, still mata x mahu lelap kan..
so...juz njoy da scenery je la kan...then, from Ipoh to UTP, smpai kat area pangkalan, i msg my fren lah..telling her, to get ready..sbb dye yg nak amek nnt kan..then, don't know why, n when, i fall asleep...
thought it was for 2, 3 minutes ja...but guess what? terjaga ms tu...da dkt tmn maju! waaa telepas UTP!!!!!!

me myself n mplak, da terjaga, nmpk trus bsr2 pasaraya halida...tgk kliling, br terjaga kan,.. dat feeling is soo... confuse..(kat mn ni?), eh, tadi tertidur ka?, terkejut, mamai...mcm2.. terfikir...
smpai..dat bus da nak gerak...then, i realise...kn turun sini! lmbat btul kan? cpt2 grab my bags n gtaw abg tu.."saya nak trn sini!" abg tu dgn muka tkjut, bukakan pintu...aiseyh...
nseb baek tsedar..kalu tak..da lps lumut...aiseyh! da trn, called my fren, tell her..." aku terlepas, skrg dkt halida." dia pun tkjut...nk bw moto dtg tmn maju ke?dia tak de lesen...then how? called la another fren, told him..my condition..da fisrt ayat kuar dr mulut dya after all da story telling session is..
"kau tidur ke ape?" alhai pndai arh jimy! sorry sgt2..
1st tyme terlpas, sbb ttdur..aiyaa..nseb baek ko..n then, ms called my mom..ckp mcm ni..
"dah sampai."
mak tnya.. "ni kat mana?kat rumah ka?" gulppp apa maw jwb?masa tu still kat halida, tgh tggu hero dtg selamat..
"x...tgh tggu kwn!" huhu mmg tgh tggu kan?tp tmpat je lain hahaha..
sbb kalau gtaw hal sbnr...kn leter...pas tu nnt mak mula risau..adeyh...slalu ak cm tu.blik nnt la story ahhaa..

budak serabut, tdo saja kerja,smpai terlps tmpat trn..

family day bhmocIV, selipar putus..

serabut2 cm ni, nak kahwin dah?deyhhhh mimpi! hahaha

clicks: zivilia band- Ashiteru
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJNRyB_rkt8
picture credits to :
Beyond Horizon Motivational Outreach Camp FB page...