Internship -Job offered

Sedang busy buat slides last sunday,

My boss asked me;

"Nadia, u nak tak jadi asst.system analyst?"

"Saya byr tinggi so saya tak nak ada masalah."

"Kalu awak nak, cepat2 lah habiskan degree!"

weehuu dlm hati best tp cpt2 hbeskan degree???

errr tu yg ku ragu2

Internship

i got back home last night at 1.30am! 

Being in the office fo 14hours without foods and drinks except the 11.00am nasi lemak yesterday's morning.

so hungry, pedih ulu hati and etc.

I got a message at 10.30am asking to come to the office to finish the editing part of our slides. (the company have presentations this evening with MOSTI-Ministry of Science , Innovation & Technology regarding our new develop project. 

And please don't asked me why you get home at 1.30am, I can't answer it either. It's just 'suddenly u realised it is 6.00pm already, and then ' suddenly u realised it is 10pm ' already. Well, i don't know is it me the one yg workaholic, sgt pay attention till I didn't notice my surrounding is getting dark and only the three of us remains? IDK.

n well, thank God! balik tu..my bike was the nice bike ever, x buat perangai n we got home..safely though (I langgar lampu merah!) huhu..

hell yeah! pkul 1.30pg sorg2 bw motor dekat jn yg lenggang n traffic light yg there's no other people except u, I think that is a good excuse for me to ignore the Red Light.! 

n then, betapa lenggang nya jalan, rasa mcm bw moto dlm cter maria-mariana pulak heheh.. memecut gaya cm ko bw harley je Nad! hheheh... Yes, I don't care at all, nak kt minah rempit ke, bw  x berhemah ke I don't care! what's in my mind at that time is... "Go home and sleep!' ...but as usual..that is not had happened..

Yes i did go home straightly, tapi masuk motor dlm rumah gaya cm pencuri ja, diam2 tkut nnt jiran2 terjaga n saw OMG this gurl br balik dah pkul 1.30 ni? n paling penting takut my housemate terjaga (isn't I'm a kind girl?) 

but, still, Fiza terjaga n open the door for me. wee Thanks friend.

n btw, perut sgt lapar n pedih, no food left in the house except instant milo, mushroom soup and maggi! mmg x lah nk msk mlm2 kan? so just grabbed a slice of -2days expired bread and ate!.

mmg terdesak n terus tdur after that. Yes, x mandi, masih lg lapar, n I don't care sy sgt2 lah letih n till u experience t, then u'll know how tired I am. 

Masih x story pada mak! nope! later lah/...nnt she will 'bebel' n risau, calling all the time, so I just shut up and later we talk arh mak? hehe ( anak yg degil)

n this few weeks I sense that I am changing a little? huaa n I don't know why. It's just the environment. 

~grow old and grey with u!~

isn't it sweet! #mood gatal sikit :P

Maafkan aku~

mungkin ada perkara masa lalu yang membuahkan salah faham,
akhirnya melarat sampai memudaratkan diri sendiri,
maafkan aku...kalau aku bersalah,
maafkan aku...kalau aku ada hutang apa-apa, silalah pm, insyaAllah kita selesaikan cara baik.
aku tak mahu kerana perkara kecil2 hidup tak aman.
maafkan aku.

Solat

Ustaz cakap, solat itu tiang agama,
masa pergi tengok akad nikah my cousin pon,
imam tu ckp
tunjang utama perkahwinan ialah solat.

makna betapa pentingnya solat itu.
tanpa solat runtuhlah tiang agama kita, jadi apa yang ada kalau sudah tiangnya runtuh?
macam rumah tiada tiang? robohlah.

perkahwinan pula tanpa solat? porak poranda kata imam tu.
kata nak bersama smpai syurga, kalau x solat agama dah runtuh mcm mana nak masuk syurga.
pesan imam tu dekat pengantin lelaki, rajin2 lah solat, jadilah mcm ayah mentua anda yg rajin solat. (ayah mentua= pak ngah )

bak petikan hilal Asyraf :
kalau kita sayang orang tu, kita tak nak dia masuk neraka,
kita pon x nak masuk neraka, kita tak nak dia masuk neraka sebab kita,
kita pon tak nak kita masuk neraka sebab dia.

semoga sampai syurga. Amin

Not feeling Well

I am not feeling well,

Well, I may look likes ok,smiling happily, but I know myself well.

Got headache since yesterday evening.

I think maybe this is because the weather is too hot. Don't u think so?

Took a nap to reduce it, unfortunately, It didn't help.

So, I though I just need to go out, saw the trees, people and enjoy the breeze.

Again, It didn't help at all.

so i think, we need to drink something sour! rasa loya a bit.

Still it didn't help. It became more and more pain.

But at 9pm, Amir appears on TV (the character in vanilla coklat tv3)

He is so sweet, and it melted me until I didn't realize that I have so much pain in the head. hee

Tapi, when Fiza became super excited and hit my stomach with her pillow, daanng! nak muntah!

running to the toilet, mmg nak termuntah gila.

I knew that my body is actually alerts me to eat something, my stomach is crying out loud for food to process!

but hey, my tongue can't receive any.

So, after Vanilla Coklat ended at 10, straightly go to sleep.

When I woke up this morning, the pain is still there, the stomach is crying for food, siap bunyi2

I know I need to have something to eat, but still my tongue still didn't want to cooperate.

so what to do? had milo this morning and dah smpai office, rush to minimart, grab a bun, still eating the bun, slowly sbb lidah masih x lalu terima makanan. 

And here it goes, the headache is coming again!.

Paksa juga mkn if not, nanti akan shivering giler, until I can't stand on my feet. This is a long journey and day, so i need to be prepared.

Counting Time

Counting...
esok balik kampung!
hoyeah!
and now...busy, listing few things in minds.
What to do,
When , and how! weee..
X sabar ok.
This time, my other cousin's punya wedding:

• paling x sbr, n tgk who's the future hubby! <---seriuosly, I never had a chance of meting him, stalk dlm FB pon x jmpe! *hebat betul rahsia
• next thing, I don't have new baju kurung utk wedding tu..since mom is not well so ckp kat mak, tak perlulah baju baru, Just wear what's there for me... FYI, mak ckp I got lots of baju so no worries.
• next thing, nak memasak! heee this time around, mmg x mnta nk mkn apa2 dgn mak since she is not well kan..(still selsema) so, balik ni kita msk sndri ye.
• I think, my aunty (mak ngah) will cook bihun sup kot nanti? hehehe ni yg x sbr nak serang dapur
• last, of course! nak makan lauk kenduri...mak said this is going to be quiet a big occasion juga.. well, we'll see...yg penting lauk kenduri..n of course la sapa yg akan ada di dapur utk serve lauk pengantin? hah muka ni jugak kot kali ni..maybe..(kalu dicalonkan lagi lah heee)...but one thing for sure.. I won't have enough rest but I'll have more than enough food

lalalalal..borring