Takdir, Ujian

hearing this  a lot, this few days-people questioning their fate ;   (even me myself did the same things, over and over again)
"why is this somebody have better life than me?"
"why does this somebody's life is sooo easy?"
'why did my life has to be soo difficult?not like this somebody?"
"why didn't i get what i want?"
"why does this must happen to me?"

screaming around, regretting your fates,
crying out loud, because you think that you've screwed up one of the most important event in your life,
thinking that you're fooling yourself in front of the people you adore soo mucho!
creating thousands reasons for things that didn't go as you wished! (ah,soo dramatic tonight! sorry peeps!)

it's just,it comes to my mind and don't want to come out of my mind(even if I put a gun on them! -drama lagi!)

ever heard of this phrase:

sometimes, God doesn't gives you things that you want the most, because He actually gives you far better that that."

in Bahasa

kadang-kadang Tuhan, tidak memberikan sesuatu yang kita mahu sangat-sangat kerana Dia punya agenda lain,yang jauh lebih baik dari apa yang kita pinta

Bahasa Pujangga Melayu..(bunga2 punya style)

kadang-kadang kita tertanya mengapa Tuhan tidak memberikan kita hujan, rupanya dia memberikan pelangi yang indah kepada kita....(betulkah ini macam?)



accept your fates,there's always 'hikmah' for everything that happened to you.simple words from my friend,(I always remember this, when I lost my precious, important things)
"jgn mengeluh, sabar, relax saja, nanti kalau dah relaks, cari mesti jumpa punya!"
and that simple words really works! soo magical! becoz, after getting myself relax(cuak dan gelabah sdh berkurang) then, I found my documents.  ,

when thinks about it,
'~sebenarnya, semua yang Dia beri itu ialah ujian kepada hambanya, setiap kesenangan, setiap kesusahan yang Dia beri ialah ujian. dan Dia tidak akan memberikan ujian yang tidak dapat ditanggung oleh hambaNya.'~

so, before things getting worse, this head blow out due to lots of thinking, better, go to bed!

HARI SAYA HARI INI

aku dah janji kalau ade updates psl interns nak story mory kan?

ok..my cerita start with...pada suatu hari,
ok, pagi tadi after PCS class, balik rmh, terdetik di hati nak cek email, so pnjm lappy ika, check email..
to my surprise oh yeah! dpt reply mail from ekg Network... dye inform tarikh utk interview..
this is the company that outsourced supply n marketing..meaning they do mucho in marketing n sales. nice rite?
awareness campaign, marketing program sumer tu under diorang...n this company is in Penang.
actually i wasn't looking forward for any marketing or sales...sbb more focus on programming(IT) padhal programming pon tunggang terbalik... ok.. but then iklan in Jobstreet tu..menarik hati...ntah kenapa gtal tngn untuk send email dkt hr dye....esk paginya dpt...
aku interview this
15 june 2011 dkt penang (doakan ya kwn2 semua)

lps tu, ptg td, lewat ptg dkt maghrb..dpt from XSPec Technology...company yg do more on manufacturing technology n product for medical, oil n gas, security..ade 4 org dpt...so..kitorg akn g dis monday
dkt subang jaya (doakan aku lagi)
ak sgt nervous, berharap sgt ade yg lekat....hope so...n dye mmg berpatutan kerjanya,  dpt byk knowledge... doakan aku...

emails dat made my day! sgt suka hati....aku update la dkt fb, tp semua engt aku DL trus lah say congrats!
kwn2! result sy agak bad for dis sem...bkn dl......maafkan saya tapi kamu suma x maw tnya apa pasal! aiyoo..slh fhm kan....maafkan saya, maafkan saya...

silly, lilly!

silly lilly cm lagu bunkface je kan?ahahhahha

sbnr nye nak bercerita perihal aku..yg adoi...rs silly gile..

ok, bnde ni jadi dlm 3 mggu lps, ms ak on the way balik dr rumah ke UTP, 

ketika itu, dlm bus, tgah bus bergerak, melepasi sg Nibong, masuk ke Taiping, aku dpt 1 call, nombor tak dikenali

lagi satu nombor tu ada 5 nomber saja, OH MY GOD? 5 saja? bkn nombor SMS ka? kenapa blh call pulak ni?

tak pernah pula ak hantar msg dkt nombor ni..dkt celcom adalah, mnta credit advance hehehe, 

tapi aku angkat juga, tapi bila aku dah tekan butang hijau tu, aku rasa takut, tak mawlah! aku off terus, tak cakap pun..

sbb aku ni jenis dlm bus, tak suka ckp fon, bising, tak dengar..msg okay!(*thumbs up)

nombor tu..tak call balik..so i think...oklah, tak ada rasa apa pun, even teringat nak call balik nombor tu tapi ragu2

baliknya, aku cerita dkt kwn2 diorang pun mngalami cerita yg sama, kitorg pon dah cerita, habeslah..tak ada pula nak merancang nak merisik2 nombor sapa tu, semua andaikan call dari CRM CELCOM, nak promote2( penah lah pulak CELCOM call kan?mesej adalah)

ptg tadi, member aku berkata,

"eh, diorang cakap nombor 2#### tu, nombor PETRONAS lah!"

aku dalam hati bermonolog..'What????'

mst psl intern ni! PETRONAS pon tak call balik, email pun tak! isk! aku melepas! dah lah aku pun tak kol balik kan nombor tu! bye2 lah..tak ada rezeki

terkilan, still ada well, korang tahukan, aku skrg tgh desperate mencari tempat internship atau nama lain- PRAKTIKAL..

so far, no offer yet, tapi aku akan sabar menuggu, aku bkn tak uasaha, cuma mungkin rezeki blm sampai...

tapi aku akan try lagi, kali ni nak ikut cadangan member aku pulak...tgk lah cm ne nanti, aku akan cerita kalau aku dpt offer nnt yer! ok/..