Update

i need to cry
I need to laugh
I need to throw this 'bomb' inside me that made my life dark.
I am turning up side down, Yes I am.
Works....for sure!
I just need to throw this madness away by doing mad things!
Gosh this pressure!
Damn! I need holidays! not just holidays, it's holidaysssszz!
I hate internship!
I hate works!

*respect for all workers out there, anda sangat tabah!

the childhood friends

He was my classmate back in primary school.

A friend, a classmate, a schoolmate,

we're not dat close, 

we even didn't have much talks like now.

Wonder how we become that close.

Wonder how the condition change.

he's a friend

a listener

a reminder

an advisor

the person who put a smile on my face.

panggilan Hangit HotfM

tempat : office

masa : office hours -petang

1st call :

customerX : hello, cik nadia, ni harga yang awk bagi ni betulke RMXX bkn RMYY ke?

nadia : ikut yg dlm invoice tu la cik.

customerX : eh, awak ni! mn bos awak?suruh dia call saya skrg!

nadia : tapi, bos saya dah keluar.

customerX : saya tahu! suruh dia call saya skrg.

nadia : hmm ok2, nanti saya cek balik cik.

(berlari-lari masuk office, buka document cek, mmg slh bagi harga dan sgt2 panik,jantung rasa nak tercabut, gelabah, takut, dan terus call bos)

2nd call :

nadia : bos, harga brg XXXX dlm invoice ke customerX ni RMXX ke RMYY?

bos : RMYY. RMXX tu kite beli.

nadia : alamak, saya letak RMXX la,

bos: cepat2 betulkan, lepas tu email balik pd customerX.

(harga dibetulkan dan invoice email balik ke customerX.)

lepas email terus dpt call.

3rd call:

customerX: so, harganya RMYY la bkn RMXX?

nadia : ya, cik salah saya, minta maaf byk2 sbb saya hari tu confius tak sedar.

customerX: katakanlah kami dah keluar memo utk bayaran sebanyak RMXX tu mcm mn?

nadia : err, saya tak pasti cik, saya minta maaf.

customerX:awak yang hantar brg XXXX ke X hari tu ke?

nadia: tak cik, tu akak yang lagi sorang.

customerX: oh, awak muda lagi lah ni?

nadia: saya intern cik, student X.

customerX: owh, awak student X juga?awak study apa kat sini?

nadia: saya study ISXXXX cik.

customerX: owh, bagus2 byk awak belajar ye, bagus-bagus. tak pe, tadi saya melawak saja, nasib baik awak ckp awak studentX tadi, kalau tak saya dah bambu dah. 

nadia: sorry sgt2 cik, salah saya.

customerX: tak de, saya dgn bos awak tu kawan lama dah, saja saya nak melawak dgn dia tadi tu. tak pe, ni lain kali awak cek dulu ye, dgn saya tak pe la, dgn org lain tak tahulah. saya melawak je tadi.

nadia: ok, terima kasih cik. sorry ya,

beberapa minit lepas tu bos call.

4th call:

bos: mcm mn?

nadia: dah betulkan dan customerX ckp dia melawak saja.

bos: hahahhaah ok2, 

(dlm hati, gelak je, aku dah mcm nak tercabut jantung)

letak telefon, dan still rasa gelabah. akak office cakap.

"nadia, think positive, lps ni blh beringta dan tak buat slh dah. tak pe nadia, jangan takut buat slh, bak kata puan AAAAA. "

aku hanya senyum, dan berkata, "akak, nak air sikit, nak kyrangkan berdebar."

tepat pukul 5, 

"akak, saya balik dulu, rasa nak balik rehat, hari ni rasa mcm nak tercabut jantung saya, terkejut!"

dan perasaan sekarang, rasa mcm takut je nak p office, masihkah orang percaya dekat aku lagi? isk...

nad,..