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smlm hbes paper AW,synthesizing cm slh wat....
then, x pk lagi..trus exam IS plak,susah...
saat aku bk quest 1 section B da x taw nak ckp pe...blank...
tp org kliling aku sumer nye mnulis ja..tgk org sblh..da bkjang-kjang draft dye
tgk org dpn, x angkat kpala pon....tulis ja
tgk org yg 45 degree ke knan, da pjg dye tulis dlm answer booklet dye...
OMG!!! ape kes nagn ko nad???blank trus!~!!
DA PROB IS AKU BACA, AKU WAT NOTES siap ngn mind map lagi..
but then, i forgot???!!
kuar awl coz kalu stay pon akn tmbah rngsing, rsau n pning...
kuar, smbang2 gebang2 ngn ecah...cnfident still ade even aku sdar yg i will not get what i've target for, for IS...
so, bl blik umah cek marks OnG...it was quiz marks! x lpas! k, my fault
tapi....baru tersedar sbnrnye kbodohan aku yg slama ni...
nad, u're such an egoist!!
n skarang i loss my direction...
da x taw nak trget ape for my next paper,
ya ALLAH, tlg la hamba mu neyh....
i need to be strong, i have to be strong!!!
dulu kat skul, blh la rebel,wat probs..fly blik umah, x pon fly g mall
skarng?nak fly pe nye tgah hutan!!geng devil aku pon x da! uhuk..
realy miss aziey(geng devil, slalu fly ssma)
i can't do somethng silly, kalu dlu blh ja wat jahat, kalu ade probs kol mak,abah x pon sir..mnx tlg..skarang?(br tsedar btapa mnyushkan aku dulu) huhuhu
btw, mak kan da pesan, u need to recorver, abah da pesan istighfar byk2...
da probs is HOW TO RECORVER?
msih tcari2 semangat, even kwn2 da bg but x taw la...my mind juz don wanna accept it
apakah?