My Choices

sometimes...aku menegeluh juga...not sometimes..slalu..
mengeluh ttg kerja yg kena buat skrg...
I think I did lots of work that does not relate to my course..
mengeluh...n..the end..case..UNSOLVED....x selesai.. sebab?
no action..tapi what action that I supposed to take as this was my choices from the beginning...
ya...even bkn choices yg suka rela...even it is paksa rela...it still...my choices..
though the choices of taking this decision is not 'suka' its 'paksa'..
but then I choose to 'rela' to been 'paksa' huhuh..............so..still my choices la kan..
jd..x blh nak mengeluh lebih2 becoz..whatever it is..will be pointed back to me, myself..
Therefore, I try to turn this -ve thoughts to +ve...
by saying...............
this is experience! *wink  *wink...
so..
walau saya mengeluh yang saya buat keja mcm dekat law firm not in an engineering firm, but still...this is an experience for me...nnt bila sy terlibat dgn bnda2 berkaitan dgn law...at least I can survived...maybe a bit? insyaAllah.
dan walau saya mengeluh yang saya perlu buat kerja mat despatch bukan kerja trainee for IT and IS, tapi..ini adalah experience to me so dat later when I have to deliver parcel or deal with post or 'fedex' or 'nationwide' things I have that experience and at least dlm satu hari..ada juga perkara lain yg awak buat..bkn stakat file management je....boring kot!
dan walau saya perlu buat all sorts of accounting and business things not so into IS, but then no worries, you have an experience of managing business, sng nnt nak jadi manager...:)

*lagipun ni bukan slalu...hanya kerja selingan

besides, my main aim for intern is to learn new things kan? so...you learn, you gain experience, x kisah praktik atau tidak dlm kos aku nnt, still you have some knowledge yg blh di'apply in the future or in your personal life, besides..awak study pon...awak nak ilmu itu kekal,bukan semata-mata degree kan nad?
so..........dah positive ni...esok haraplah dpt mulakan hari dgn snyuman,............(",)
x da la aku memening dlm pejabat dgn muka monyok spnjang masa kan nad!  :)
hope so................ok...good night!