If.........

If I am a mother, I won't advise my kid to go for tertiary studies, it's hard u know!

If I knew that degree is these hard, I rather screwed up my SPM and go to work.

If I knew that being bonded student is damn stress, I won't study hard to maintain my pointer. 

But,

If I don't urge my kids to go for tertiary studies, they gonna cursed me till their death for every miserable moments they went through.

If I screwed my SPM, I will cursed myself and people around me for every sufferings I have.

If I don't study hard to maintain my pointer, I won't get what I have now!

Be grateful for what I am now, aim high for the what I will be in the future and take lessons from the past :)