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i need to cry
I need to laugh
I need to throw this 'bomb' inside me that made my life dark.
I am turning up side down, Yes I am.
Works....for sure!
I just need to throw this madness away by doing mad things!
Gosh this pressure!
Damn! I need holidays! not just holidays, it's holidaysssszz!
I hate internship!
I hate works!

*respect for all workers out there, anda sangat tabah!

the childhood friends

He was my classmate back in primary school.

A friend, a classmate, a schoolmate,

we're not dat close, 

we even didn't have much talks like now.

Wonder how we become that close.

Wonder how the condition change.

he's a friend

a listener

a reminder

an advisor

the person who put a smile on my face.

panggilan Hangit HotfM

tempat : office

masa : office hours -petang

1st call :

customerX : hello, cik nadia, ni harga yang awk bagi ni betulke RMXX bkn RMYY ke?

nadia : ikut yg dlm invoice tu la cik.

customerX : eh, awak ni! mn bos awak?suruh dia call saya skrg!

nadia : tapi, bos saya dah keluar.

customerX : saya tahu! suruh dia call saya skrg.

nadia : hmm ok2, nanti saya cek balik cik.

(berlari-lari masuk office, buka document cek, mmg slh bagi harga dan sgt2 panik,jantung rasa nak tercabut, gelabah, takut, dan terus call bos)

2nd call :

nadia : bos, harga brg XXXX dlm invoice ke customerX ni RMXX ke RMYY?

bos : RMYY. RMXX tu kite beli.

nadia : alamak, saya letak RMXX la,

bos: cepat2 betulkan, lepas tu email balik pd customerX.

(harga dibetulkan dan invoice email balik ke customerX.)

lepas email terus dpt call.

3rd call:

customerX: so, harganya RMYY la bkn RMXX?

nadia : ya, cik salah saya, minta maaf byk2 sbb saya hari tu confius tak sedar.

customerX: katakanlah kami dah keluar memo utk bayaran sebanyak RMXX tu mcm mn?

nadia : err, saya tak pasti cik, saya minta maaf.

customerX:awak yang hantar brg XXXX ke X hari tu ke?

nadia: tak cik, tu akak yang lagi sorang.

customerX: oh, awak muda lagi lah ni?

nadia: saya intern cik, student X.

customerX: owh, awak student X juga?awak study apa kat sini?

nadia: saya study ISXXXX cik.

customerX: owh, bagus2 byk awak belajar ye, bagus-bagus. tak pe, tadi saya melawak saja, nasib baik awak ckp awak studentX tadi, kalau tak saya dah bambu dah. 

nadia: sorry sgt2 cik, salah saya.

customerX: tak de, saya dgn bos awak tu kawan lama dah, saja saya nak melawak dgn dia tadi tu. tak pe, ni lain kali awak cek dulu ye, dgn saya tak pe la, dgn org lain tak tahulah. saya melawak je tadi.

nadia: ok, terima kasih cik. sorry ya,

beberapa minit lepas tu bos call.

4th call:

bos: mcm mn?

nadia: dah betulkan dan customerX ckp dia melawak saja.

bos: hahahhaah ok2, 

(dlm hati, gelak je, aku dah mcm nak tercabut jantung)

letak telefon, dan still rasa gelabah. akak office cakap.

"nadia, think positive, lps ni blh beringta dan tak buat slh dah. tak pe nadia, jangan takut buat slh, bak kata puan AAAAA. "

aku hanya senyum, dan berkata, "akak, nak air sikit, nak kyrangkan berdebar."

tepat pukul 5, 

"akak, saya balik dulu, rasa nak balik rehat, hari ni rasa mcm nak tercabut jantung saya, terkejut!"

dan perasaan sekarang, rasa mcm takut je nak p office, masihkah orang percaya dekat aku lagi? isk...

nad,.. 

serawa durian, bubur durian, pengat durian

pagi2, call Aloq Staq dan tnya resipi serawa durian,
mak aih! terkjut mak aku...mngucap pjg..
sempat jugalah mak kata mcm ni..
"isk awat nak aku teruk smpai mcm ni?"
tudia....lepas tu br la cerita hal sbnr..
actually, bkn nya teringin mngidam ke apa, tapi ni durian org sblh bagi smlm..
satu plastik ada la dlm 10++ ulas,
kenapa nak buat serawa durian? sbb
1- org umah ni bkn kaki durian
2- fiza x mkn durian lngsung2
3- farhana x mkn durian yg telah disentuh?erkk x fhm nnt tnya dia sndri..
4-aku kurang mkn durian tanpa dimsk serawa atau dgn pulut..
jadi..untuk tdk mmbazirkan durian tu...buatlah serawa ni...
1st tyme buat ni...takut je x jd, so byk godek2 resipi intenet tgk gaya diorg msk...gn resipi mak bagi smua..maka..

mkn dgn roti, 

utara : serawa durian

normal: bubur durian

other version: pengat durian..

resipi nya:

1 kotak kecil(200ml) santan kara

250ml ke 300 ml air (tgk kepekatan yg disukai)

satu sudu bsr sagu (direndam dlm setengah jam )

12 ulas durian

satu helai daun pandan disimpul

gula dan garam secukup rasa.

cara-cara: 

1-masuk santan, air,daun pandan disimpul, sedikit garam dan sedikit gula dlm periuk.

2-biar agak hampir mendidih, masukkan durian, 

3-kacau santan dgn durian biar sebati rasa,

4-masukkan sagu dan gaul rata.

5-sesuaikan rasa dengan garam dan gula, kalau kurang manis tambah gula,.mkn dgn roti atau pulut sgt sedap. 

MY Daddy My love

My daddy is my hero, my love.
I feel that I am much closer now with my abah compared to when I was in secondary school.
In secondary school, we are far apart. I remembered that I once didn't have any conversation or talked to my abah for almost 3 to 4 month. It's not that I live far away from home and didn't even see him along those 3 to 4 month. We met, we lived in the same house, ate at the same table where most of the time I was facing him, watching the same tv at the same time at the same living room,traveled in a same car at the same time where he used to send me back to hostel, sometimes do traveled on the same motorcycle ( and I sat right behind him). Yet, we still didn't talked to each other! I don't know why it happened, it's just when I realized that, It's already 3 month later.
Then, just these recent years, form 5 and current years that we did have a good, friendly talks back like my childhood days.(How i miss that time!)
It comes to my surprised that, I even SMS-ed with abah. Surprised cause abah reluctantly, and seldomnly reply any sms in his phone or other's phone. and this time, he did reply my sms to mak, through mom's phone. He did even asked for my condition and my experience went to the conference in Pahang. we had little chit chat through sms and I was touched by his care and talks to me! seriously I'm touched. This morning mak, told me that abah was asking about me. touched again! :)
My dad is my hero, his advice is the most powerful cures of all my sadness, and lights to my journey. His the one, my hero my life. he is not a romantic, yet he is not the one who will shows and tells you that he loves u, it is by actions that I know that he loves me, and so do I am.I love u abah
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ABAH,may u life happily ever after with mak, and us-ur children of course. forgive me for my wrongdoings, I don't know either u'll read this or not, but I hope u know that u're a great man and a great hero in my heart.

BOSIET + Offshore ,...should I?

salam n good day! :)

>>will be goin to Pahang the day after tomorrow for some work. wish me for a safe journey peeps :)

>> My boss offered me to go to offshore in Sarawak, outstation! with the boss and one colleague. 

It's kinda great experience, travelling to Sarawak and working at the offshore. plus, your journey is supported! and you can claimed some more for the outstation allowance *triple fun

However, few things keep wandering around in my minds:

1- What if I am the only ladies up there? To whom should I talked to if I have any probs- ladies know other ladies better.

2- Mabuk Laut, will I survive with the rough sea condition later? 

3- with these small, almost-zero knowledge that I have about oil and gas works so do the mechanical and technical things, plus I am only interns and my fields of study is technology not engineering, can I be a good supervisor, will they(the employees which is most guys) gives their co-operations to me?

4- Will there be any networks there? can I make any calls? sur to the internet? blogging? facebook-ing? OMG! *addicted  , how will I communicate with the outside world?
5- what will be my parents reactions when they hear this? will they let me go?to the offshore?

6-and this is the most important. I don't know how to swim! #__________#

what should I do? I have to go to BOSIET before going to the offshore.

What should I do? maa help! should I go or shouldn't I? help

##BOSIET -Basic Offshore Safety Induction and Emergency Training

Blue Tuesday + surprise

that girl, 

she's in blue

wearing blue scarf,

blue shirts,

 and blue jeans

she holds a blue pen

and writes on the blue book

than she took a blue stapler to staple two piece of paper writing in blue ink

so much of blue 

and she is blur

and in blues

that's what make this happens : 

bye! 

p/s: I should start to walk away, waiting for you is a waste.

There is no more us , that is only u me. Regrets that u never appreciates all the memories and so do our relationships.

I do learned a lesson now, because of you I do realised...once a 'kaunter pertanyaan' forever is the ' kaunter pertanyaan' never is a friend nor a lover. 

Customers Service

kegunaan customer care line center ni actually is  a good strategy for businesses to maintain their good relationships with their customers as well as enhance their loyalty towards businesses.

I admit that I am one of the million people who love to use this customers care line center. Kita bukan saja2 nak bagi duit pada telco2 free-free ja instead, we need it to actually settle difficulties or problem that we (customers) faced. 

Memang seronok and satified when the problems being solved, enquiries are answered and worries are gone, plus with a good, fast services, I even more happier to use that lines or their services again and again!

plus, I am more happier to help you then! :)

the consept is simple:
1- customer is the king,
2- you treat them well like a king
3- they feel happy, satisfied, proud so on, etc.
4- the more happy they get the more money flows into the business.
5-because the happier that person is the more money he give out, betul? true? believe me! it's proven, on me! :)
6- what if u treat them bad?
7-they will not only don't buy from u anymore but they will also tell others not to buy from u anymore.
8-true? betul....it's proven on me! trust me! :)

I admit this is not the first time, I experienced this situation and saw the same situation happened in front of me.

orang layan customer acuh tak acuh..menjerit2 salahkan customer, cursed your customers, marah2..

come on lah babe, be patient a bit. 

customers sometimes they demand a lot but they don't understand the matters,the problems, that is actually your responsibilities la to make them understand,lie a bit, telling them the problems or telling them what is actually the situation, make them understand, it's okay for stories telling a bit,

don't left them hanging, without knowing the real situation caused end up they cursed you back...worst if they sabotage ur business or reporting you to the council. worst kan?  

as in my case, slalu nya slps di sembur oleh businesses ni, I will just walk away, don't buy their products and if by calls, I will just hang up the phone. saya mmg tak pandai nak handle orang sebegini.

dari saya lagi sakit hati berhari-hari...lebih baik saya begitu..

I will not go to them anymore if possible, 

dan if the same situation happen in front of me, I will just 'senyum sinis' and didn't go to them. untuk apa kita menggunakan servis yg sedia tahu teruk layanannya. that is why kadang2 even brg nya bagus, tapi kalau perangai ownernya x bagus..saya tetap tak pilih.

dan sometimes peniaga yang keep complaining about their customers to other customers juga saya allergi. sbb anda seperti tak bersyukur saja,kalau anda boleh curse your customer in front of me, it's not impossible for you cursing me later on in front of other customers. 

ya, saya mmg byk benda, cerewet, komplen mcm saya bagus.siapa saya nak bercakap.

I may is nobody..pengalaman saya hanya sekangkang kera nak dibanding dgn anda tapi saya pernah mengalaminya- dihina, dimarahi oleh peniaga, atau customer service center ni, dan menjadi seorang peniaga yang harus deal dgn customer2 yg byk kerenah. frankly speaking, kadang2 marah, tak puas hati..tapi ini reality, kita kena hadapi, dan untuk itu, kena pakai kepintaran yang dianugerahkan..pakailah psikologi..  :)

maaf anda tersinggung kata mana2..hanya seorang manusia biasa yang berbicara

Debate/Bahas

I miss debate!..
Yes, i once was in a debate team in secondary school from form 3 until form 5.
The moment I left my sec. school, three years ago, there goes...the end of my debate session.
Few friends did suggest me to go for the audition for UTP debate team. But I refused.
But yet I went for once, a small audition just for the sake of being one of the opposition team. Naa...
I noticed a big NO NO for debate.
Debate is nice,great and being a debater is one of the beautiful moments in my life.
I do learned a lot form it.
It taught u to be confidence, think and talk with proves and justifications rather than talk rubbishly and then later u think!
For me, debate is more like the art for talking, and twisting ur words in a good way to make people believe and confidence with what u said.
Though people could take debate as the other way around..in a negative way..but yeah, I admit!
I did more on attacking my opponent. That is why I like to be in the opposition. huhuh..but reality...am not..I always want to be in the middle..the neutral group.
Debate is no wrong..It's just me who sometimes over react on one small issue like I was in  a debate.
And yeah once again..debate is no wrong, It do give me lots of wonderful experience and memories. It is where I learned a lot of facts about my country and the world also the people.
FYI, my debate team, learned a lots by ourselves and so did helped from the teachers especially Cikgu Rohana Jaafar, Sir Ku,Cikgu Aishah, Cikgu Harun etc.We have no established debate alumni or debate teachers to teach us the art of debate since debate members in our school every year were chosen by teachers when there were debate competition, and usually only the genius2 one got the opportunity, me is not in the list.
But, thankfully, one of my seniors, offered me to be in the team when I was in form 3 for Karnival Asrama Seri Gemilang in debate catergories, I joined and we lost since we no nothing, nil. zero knowledge.
and on the next year, we built up the team, learned from CDs, research and developed our own personality. and we made it, only to the semi finals...lost to the first runner-up.
then, when I was in form 5, we still in the competition, met the last years champion and won, and we made it not only to the state levels but also the nationals level. I am so 'puas hati.' can u see how proud I am? that is why la no more debate, I'll be so proud and revengeful...aaah! x boleh jadi... ok...this entry is so lengthy, I should have stop..ok thnx for reading bye

pasta goreng ala melayu segera

kerana kelaparan teramat sgt + nampak maggi dekat kedai mamak maka terjadilah :

PASTA GORENG ALA MELAYU SEGERA

kaya dgn protin, karbohidrat, lemak tapi miskin serat. :"(

sbb g kedai mencari sayur, tgk sayur..alahai..x lalu la eh!

lembik lunyai je, nk mkn nnt pon x selera....*memilih skit kalau sayur ni

ni segera, sgt segera sbb pakai perencah!

huhhu hanya tmbh aksesori-daging, telur, sosej, pasta, kicap

ngeeee bkn mls tp mnyenangkan... :)

da mkn td, da hbis da pon..mkn pns2 ms tgh lapar mmg la uhuh..

sedap ke x sdp ke, kita msk, kita mkn lah uhuu.... 

camwhore

sementara colleagues went to washroom..

sorg2 in the office,

this is what I did! hilangklan mengantuk! 

muka excited pas mnum milo

fikir la konon! 

muka nak mkn penampar je ea uhuh

ok last2, da dgr org buka pintu..kantoi2 blah jom!

 lepas colleagues blik dr washroom nak solat,

sambil itu kami menikmati pemandangan IPOH sedang hujan...

working in level 14, u have a nice view from your desk, half of Jelapang! is nice!

u can see the highway n the neighborhood.

suddenly colleague bertanya :

"nadia ada lesen memandu kan? "

(nak ckp apa ni?ada tp tiada, tiada tp ada..)

she continued : "Puan A**** tanya ari tu dekat akak!, akak cakap ada!"

(mak ai! bos nak bg kereta kat saya ka? huaa rather riding on motor than kereta! takut2!)

#nak kereta dan driver blh dak? please2!  huhuhuhu

pain

it's NOVEMBER already.
the second month of internship and I started to feel the pain.
huaa, raya is getting near, thank god got 4 days of holiday.
wanna go home and sleep all day long though it's impossible!
got lots of task to finish everyday! n I don't know when should I start my project huaa
Mr. Boss please be good to me, :)
msg to Mr. Boss-
Dear mr, Boss.
You're kind, I admit it. but please understand one thing, I am just  a trainee, practical student a.k,a interns and I am new, I did lots of mistakes, thank you for guiding me though I knew you've feel lots of pain and headache to guide me. But please, don't put your full trust and confidence on me, I might make you upset. caused I did lots of mistakes and I give you lots of problem and will always give you trouble.but hey Mr. Boss whatever it is, thanx for the guidance and trust. another thing Mr. Boss, I am not an A student, I am not an excellent nor a dean list. I never get A in my programming subjects. Please don't expect much for the project please2 I am not the Microsoft nor IBM people.. uhuh I am just a student. Who have to go for interns to fulfil the requirement for the university as well as gather experience for her future. Please2 teach me about programming pls......................
regards, nadia

p/s: Mr. Boss please don't be mad at me. n mrs. Sv too,please don't be mad at me.
I just need u to understand I am not  a robot n not a genius. Thank you

Loss

I wanna move on
but I'm stuck in here, this scene,
while u're going far far away leaving me behind.
I am loss.Don't know where to go.
I used to have my 'compass' now I lost it.
No direction.
I am stuck.
I am blur, and loss.
Where to go.
Send me my guardian angel so that I can walk on this earth again.

jantina ketupat....jantan atau betina?

hah? biar betik! ketupat ada jantina?
ya kwn2 betul..uhuhuh

pic-GOOGLE

sempena raya haji yg bakal mnjelang ni kan..
nak cerita psl ketupat sikit..ni bkn ketupat nasi tu...ni ketupat pulut...a.k.a ketupat daun palas.

I am not sure whether this is myth or facts...tp my mom n grandma used to say that..
ketupat jantan n ketupat betina...
ok..utk proses menganyam ketupat palas ni..ada 3 stages.

1- 'buka daun palas'
***daun palas tu telipat2, bila buka jadi mcm kipas, so kn la 'buka' meaning kita lipat dia mcm ketupat, x letak pulut lagi so dat sng ms nak membalut nnt..ms ini lah kita buat ketupat jantan. nah..cm na nk wat ketupat jantan? anda lipat kepala daun tu jd 3 segi, lipat la dlm 3 kali cm tu..pas tu amek ekor daun tu...sumbat kat lipatan 3 segi tadi...soryn la xde gmbar, tp ms ni buat x cntik pon xpa heehe

2-'proses membalut ketupat'
***anda rungkai balik ketupat jantan tadi....masa ni la kita letak pulut yg dah separuh masak ditanak tadi... pas tu...daun tadi, basahkan sikit dgn air, pas tu buat mcm kelonsong....sumbat lah pulut tadi dlm kelonsong tu biar padat, baru kita lipat, or anyam jadi ketupat betina.

**beza antara ketupat betina dan ketupat jantan ialah cara lipat saja...rasa sm ja...huhu it's just kreativiti n kekemasan. org tua2 akan mrh kalu nmpk ketuat jantan dihidangkan.huhuh...kalau anak dara buat ni...mmg la x jd mnantu uhuhuh...

3-proses merebus ketupat
***ketupat yg da siap dibalut td, akan disimpul kat kepala dia tu...so dat pulut tu x de la terburai nnt ms nak merebus. ok...rebus ketupat **wink2..smpai pulut msk...

#da msk tu blh la dimakan ..nk mkn pns2 pon boleh....sjuk pon blh..
kalu mkn pns2 kan...cicah dgn gula merah or susu pekat mnis , lemak tu...dgn mnis nya...uih sdp! tp jgn diamal slalu slp2 berkepuk lemak dlm bdn t! :) ....ketupat nk mkn dgn serunding or rendang pon blh...ngeee mkn sj pon okay! sbb pulut tu slalunya dah ditanak dgn santan,manis2 lemak2..huhhu..
#portion santan dan pulut tu..x bp engt ratio dya  kalu x silap 1 kg santan 2 1/2 kilo pulut..eh pulut pon kn tgk gak..mak saya slalu guna pulut susu....kalu pulut hitam rs nya lain pulok portion dye...
#tp ratio kn btul baru la ketupat tu rs sdap..x keras sgt x lemak sgt..krg santan ketupat keras, lebih santan ketupat sgt berminyak dan berlemak, lembik...
dah mcm chef la pulok....

Happy Monday! (Kedah version)

hallo2!
#i'm now in the office,
at my office desk in front of this lovey laptop, n hitting this keyboards to as inputs for this entry........and....I'm alone.  :"(
my colleague is not here yet, she got something to do in UTP..ya, UTP...huhuh, my boss n my sv is not around..outstation to BRUNEI! wished to follow....just....wished :"(
# started my Monday with a bun spread with Tuna......yummy2! n ...plain water...it's not diet...it's just..I'm not that hungry! huhu can u believe it? no la...I was late...n just manage to grab that bun n eat.... :) ...will going downstairs to mini mart to grab something later.
#Talking bout Monday..I remember my grandma, used to say Monday as SENAYAN...
.-S-E-N-A-Y-AN- instead of ISNIN in bahasa...I thought it's the Kedah vocab la...caused there's few other Kedahan use SENAYAN instead of ISNIN...
whatever it is, still brings the same meaning...ISNIN...MONDAY..MONTAG(german), SENIN (Indonesia), LUNDE (french) correct? uhuhuh
#again talking about Monday, today is 31st Oct, the end of October...one month of internship n I survived.. heck? really..yup..still standing! huhuh...congrats Nad...keep it up for the next 6 month erkkkkkkkkk?  "~"
n..another 5 more days to go back to KEDAH! *wink...n...6  more days to RAYA..can't wait to go back home..ur real home! meet ur family n enjoy ur mom's cook!!!
#ok la...works are coming...slowly n slowly n I'ed better get going... daaa :)
wish me luck, happy n have safe journey way back home :) thanx for reading

entry ini ttg mkn

I am not really a good cook nor a great baker! 

---Puding Jelly Laici--

whatever u called it...the red layer is the jelly and the white layer is the custard

--from the top : laici yg dipotong2!--

it's look funny, jnji msuk perut sdh

---Oreo Layer Cake--

...from the top..oreo..

selepas dipotong...ok..x cntik....told ya i'm not a good baker! :p

---Apam Comel2---

this one is a twin project with my mak su,...mmg comel..

forgot to snap the pic of that apom after getting it out of that acuan..  :p

Not  a good baker, nor  agood cook though I love it ....kdg2 kalau rajin ea..huhuh

but hey ya one thing for sure! I love to eat! 

-choc indulgence-

-nasi dalam talam-

-durian-

-kisses-

-ice lemon tea-

-sizzling mee-

-pizza-

-nasi pataya-

-kueteow kungfu-

ahhh! mau makan semuanya! addicted esp pizza n dat indulgence!

The neighborhood part 1

The first one week I've been here, 

I was shocked and curious with this new neighborhood.

People here didn't actually worried about their stuffs-motorcycle, cars, tv,furniture.etc.

They actually left their tv, and furniture outside of the house but still in the gate,

but then their cars and motorcycle, they actually left it outside the gate!Yeah! outside the gate u people!

It was so different than in my hometown!

People put their motor in the house!in the gate or in the house!

Punya takut kena curi..but then, here? x takut pon?

wonder...is it really safe?

Me myself, the first night I was here, I woke up every 1 or 2 hours to check on whether my lovely wave is there or not.I was not sure about the safety though I used few pad locks to lock my motor! 

Can't u see how paranoid I am?

owh! I am so curious about that, Then I asked one mak cik in front of my house.

She said, it is a usual condition here, even sometimes, people don't even locked their gate!

What? *respect 

caused she said, "orang2 sini tak buat kerja tu (mencuri, merompak) kot org luar x taw la." 

dang! *respect!

But still this mak cik lock her gate in case there's any incident!

berjaga-jaga)

for me, I still have to berjaga-jaga, ya la, maybe the safety here is perfect good, but still, incident! all this cases is unexpected. I can't ignore the possibilities of that stealing, robbery cases might happened to us, so we have to be careful la about this. 

some more, there's police ronda2 here, around the neighborhood, not sure la, but that police told us once! while we were in the police station. but still! be careful! 

Thanx You ALLAH

I am glad that I still have my parents by my side.
...so sad looking at those kids that are being abandoned by their parents.
A father that have new family and don't even care of his children
A mother that have inner problem and have to stay away from her children.
Thanx god that these children still have their grandparents to take care of them.
An old grandfather that should have enjoy his retirement life, but have to work hard to feed his 'new' family.
A grandmother that should have a relaxing life after tears of struggling taking care of his family, but have to work hard, taking care of her abandoned grandchildren.
They are old enough to live this hard life, but yet you burdened them with your's?
Astaghfirullahala'zim, minta simpang, harap ini jd pengajaran.
A child who wished to have her parents by her side
A child who loves her parents so much until they hate their grandparents so much for separating them with their parents..
Sumpah, I am so sorry for these children.
and I am glad that I still have my parent and my family by my side.
Thank You Allah for my mother.
Thank you Allah for my father,
Thank you Allah for my brothers,
Thak you Allah for this 'rahmat'

Baju Melayu Baju Kurung

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 :: Black scooter ::

 :: Baju Melayu Kuning Air ::

 :: Black Samping ::

 :: White Shades ::

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:: Blue Wave ::

:: Baju Kurung Hijau Serindit ::

:: Balck Tudung ::

:: Natural Eyes - no shades ::

uh...can u see the difference? 

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Changing

the new look for her beautiful world/notapopinjay/keyboard ketak ketuk or watever name u called it...
is PINK! 
isn't it sweet? uhu...ayu sikit kan?
Don't know why, I used to hate pink, though I love her sister - RED
Pink n nornadiajamal is never a best friend but still can be a friend,
because, though I hate PINK but I received lots of gift in PINK color, it still ok...tak dpt nak nolong
but the bad is ...though I hate PINK but I always 'ter' suka, 'ter'minat, 'ter'beli something in PINK color!
blame my eyes for looking at it, n blaming my hearts for the desire to buy it, blaming my hands for buying it!
since in the primary nope! kindergarten, I be friend with them who loves PINK, this continues until uni life but still, x goyah beb! huhuuh
they can'y change my mind from hate PINK to love PINK.
but then...now? haah don't know *angkat bahu, innocent face
blaming my hearts la for the desire to put pink color in this blog! ya!ya! blaming the heart! huhhuh

but hey, Miss RED no worries! u're still the first in my heart!  (",)
Miss PINK, hmmm is in 2nd, 3rd kot? (",)

My Choices

sometimes...aku menegeluh juga...not sometimes..slalu..
mengeluh ttg kerja yg kena buat skrg...
I think I did lots of work that does not relate to my course..
mengeluh...n..the end..case..UNSOLVED....x selesai.. sebab?
no action..tapi what action that I supposed to take as this was my choices from the beginning...
ya...even bkn choices yg suka rela...even it is paksa rela...it still...my choices..
though the choices of taking this decision is not 'suka' its 'paksa'..
but then I choose to 'rela' to been 'paksa' huhuh..............so..still my choices la kan..
jd..x blh nak mengeluh lebih2 becoz..whatever it is..will be pointed back to me, myself..
Therefore, I try to turn this -ve thoughts to +ve...
by saying...............
this is experience! *wink  *wink...
so..
walau saya mengeluh yang saya buat keja mcm dekat law firm not in an engineering firm, but still...this is an experience for me...nnt bila sy terlibat dgn bnda2 berkaitan dgn law...at least I can survived...maybe a bit? insyaAllah.
dan walau saya mengeluh yang saya perlu buat kerja mat despatch bukan kerja trainee for IT and IS, tapi..ini adalah experience to me so dat later when I have to deliver parcel or deal with post or 'fedex' or 'nationwide' things I have that experience and at least dlm satu hari..ada juga perkara lain yg awak buat..bkn stakat file management je....boring kot!
dan walau saya perlu buat all sorts of accounting and business things not so into IS, but then no worries, you have an experience of managing business, sng nnt nak jadi manager...:)

*lagipun ni bukan slalu...hanya kerja selingan

besides, my main aim for intern is to learn new things kan? so...you learn, you gain experience, x kisah praktik atau tidak dlm kos aku nnt, still you have some knowledge yg blh di'apply in the future or in your personal life, besides..awak study pon...awak nak ilmu itu kekal,bukan semata-mata degree kan nad?
so..........dah positive ni...esok haraplah dpt mulakan hari dgn snyuman,............(",)
x da la aku memening dlm pejabat dgn muka monyok spnjang masa kan nad!  :)
hope so................ok...good night!

what a small world- keciknya dunia!

#waiting for tomorow- apa nak jadi dekat office ni? mmg rs mls.. web x siap lagi..
#nak pakai bj apa esok?
#kenapa dekat jelapang x de fast food terdekat ea? kfc,mcd, or anything? n why the heck choices of food dekat sini not varies ya? aaarghhh!
#bohsan!

what a small world!
rasa nyesal sbb dulu ms study oop/java x wat baik dgn ga aku, x bljr baik2..
sbb GA utk subjek yg ak mls dtg lab dulu...is now my supervisor for intern!
what a small world sgt2 lah kan!
pas tu...lagi mmg la dye slalu gak kitorg smbang2 psl utp...as dye pon student utp, phD...
adeyh...
n las friday br taw..birthday kitorg pon sm... 1-sept  ngeee
bkn slalu jumpa ntah la..x taw la tp ak jrg jumpa org yg sm birthday ngn aku,... yg 31 ogos rmai la..
hah...
x taw la nak ckp apa lagi...
skrg tgh bohsan gila....
intern ni...bila dah keja...engt best..engt blh hidup sndri..pegang duet best...tp..
wee lagi bersyukur la p kls...apsal dulu mls p kls nad?
keje ni asyik buat bnda yg sm..p keje blik keje dok umah...mkn, solat..sembang2 sat tdor..esk pon sm..
nk tdor ptg pon x blh....ngntuk ja...dok kat office tu smpai sakit pinggang...adeyh kalu kls dulu
blh gak la nak tkr2 tmpat, p kls, sejam dua jam pas tu blik bilik, x ckp tdor blh smbng tdor tp skrg? hampeh!
waa missing the old days!

blur........

finish my task....*yeah!
sv was absent today ......*yeah again
so do Mr.Boss .*another yeah!
5 minutes to 5..then can go back!  *yeah100x

i'm so certain that life bring us to a destination
every path have it's own destination that then lead to the main one - HEREAFTER
i realized that life is giving me few hints about what am I going to be in few more years,
but still, being human you never know the future,you just can predicts, thinks what's best for your life and take action that you've confident with or that you've to.
then wait for the results, whatever actions taken comes with risk and effects whether it is bad or not, we never know.

reflects myself for the past few years back...........
1st hint : involved most in management since secondary schools till university
2 nd hint : accidentally involved in technical things which I hate the most,
         **I tried to get myself away from oil n gas things by not joining any oil n gas company though it is
             impossible since you study in PETRONAS nad, but then ended to be in the company that supply
             most oil n gas equipment and safety equipment to the oil n gas company - carigali hess, petronas
             labuan...dang! 
3 rd hint : accidentally involved in business things which also I hate the most.
         ** I discovered that nadia n business is not a compatible pair when i was in primary school- opened a
              booth during 'HARI KANTIN ' sekolah, and have to sell few handmade handkerchief and jun
              foods, yeah! managed to sell everything but, I am so happy but the customer is not! ahhah I forced
              them to buy that!..there's one guy wants to buy 'sumi'(jelly) it cost 3 bijik $0.50..he wanted to buy
              only one sumi,that costed him around $0.15 kot...but I am so mls kira, so I said "ambil 3 x boleh 1!"
              ngaa, then he took 3, with muka masam, x puas ati..since then I felt so guilty and kasihan to that poor guy!  
         **if you ask me for ideas in business and how to market your products and excell, I can give you
             thousands or perhaps million, but if you ask me to do it...nga you have to give me thousands or
             million reasons and words to encourage me and push me to do it...yes! I am sorry

so of all hints above, I still figurin out what is the destination or what is the path of my journey?
once comes in mind - secretary of production manager...but hey! baik jd boss! ngeeee *over kan?
whatever it is, I do believed that life has it owns plan for me that need to be reveal when the times comes
and for that, there's still lots of things to do and the journey is still far far away, so be patient and go with the flow, 'sabar separuh dari iman' and I believe success is always with me, Allah will always be with me, guide me and so do all my beloved ones, be grateful with what you have so far, enjoy them to the fullest before it was taken away and you are left with nothings but regrets. *udah mcm pakar motivasi*

ok..it's 5 pm/.....nak balik..wait la ea..
heading to ipoh..in any minutes
bye

first time

#currently listening to santa esmeralda - you're my everything
#at the office -boss is not coming yet,
boss is not coming yet,
taking this opportunity to update the blog
about last night incident
as requested by my lovely housemate merangkap driver for the last three days until I get my license back.
back to the title- It's the first time I went to Balai Polis n make report
report on the lost of my purse that contained all important document inside.
it is not been stolen or ragut or rob , it's i admit, it's our own carelessness and mistakes.
i lost my purse together with my friend, farhana bujairimi at pasar malam taman jati, ipoh on the way back home, taman meru. this is because i asked her to keep my purse with her, then something happened than it lost, we just realised about that after dinner around 8.30pm..went back to pasar mlm, looked through,hopeless, x jumpa.
*sgt sdeyh, yes, i'm valueless now,- no ic, no matric card, no bank card, no license..no money.  :"(

then went to police station around 10pm after finished watching Cinta Elysa (the driver sgt fanatic with this drama so have to wait for her la kan.)
that was the first time I went to police station and thank god, there's kind-hearted mak cik n pak cik polis, helped us, buat report.
there's also few police-no uniform, looks like just coming from OPS whatever.
one of the police said to me n fiza-
pak cik polis : "ni xde lesen ni x boleh bawa moto tahu, walau ade repot polis pon tapi kalu tak repot jpj kena saman, masuk mahkamah kalau kena tahan."
fiza talked to me dgn kuat smpai pak cik polis dgr : "eleh nak ke pttc tu mana ada polis!"
nad : "pak cik2, dekat pttc tu x ade polis kan?"
then, thath pak cik buat muka mrh, big eyes.
uhuh...kitorg da gelak2, kena marah. then goes, bisinglah that police station sekejap.
we went back at 10.30pm. should have paid rm2 for pengesahan but then, since the office closed, so we went back this morning before went to work.
thanx god, they remembered us and the same mak cik n pak cik polis were at the counter.
so, now just have to go to JPN,JPJ, CIMB (thanx god, there's still no transactions made ,and i've cancelled the card this morning), UTP.
have to go through all this process, aigooo capek seyh!
btw, it's a teladan for me.  serik!

my 1st day

I can't really describe my feelings...mixed!
I was surprised to see that my boss is actually my GA for OOP las two semester back.
Though she didn't recognized me at all, but she did recognized UTP students, their behaviors and the syllabus of BIS/ICT..
so what excuses can you give to someone who really experts about your field of studies and nearly experts about your previous surrounding.
For sure, she did have some kind of expectations on you *talking to myself-only not sure whether it is good or bad
If it is good, is the effects will be bad in the future?
if is is bad, is the effects will be good in the future?
we never knows..*sigh future!
The other surprise is this company deals more with your university
and your lecturer or to be specific your HOD for your course involves directly in the project developed by your company.
so, sooner or later you'll be meeting him *by chances
is it good or bad?
one of my friend said. "It's good though!maybe you'll get an offer from him to pursue your studies in master if he is satisfied with your performances?"  *pray- hope so!
but what if
he told your boss about his expectations of his students?   *talking to myself-Ahhh! nad, you can't escape
anymore!
another surprise is your friends who supposed to have intern with you together in the same building, same level, different suite actually have the wrong place..she shouldn't be there, small misunderstanding, and it turned out to be you the only one left in the building among the three.  *how will i get through this later?
another surprise is when you go to report duty, the pic in that company said,
:"why report duty at 10 am?isn't the office starts at 8.30am? interns also starts at 8.30am!"
:"why are you here?you're not supposed to be here!go to level 14"
at that time my hearts said: 'kerek betul minah ni! intern je pon, tu pun first day!'
and when i get into my company...Alhamdulillah! the colleagues are good, friendly and always helped me when indeed and sometimes, they will asked you 'are you ok?' , 'can you do this?'.
there's only 4 people in the team, though that, the surrounding is quiet ok! i feel like i'm with my team project in UTP.
though you get lots of work on the first day but that work loads, relates with what you studied in university.
and so far..managing the files, normal office works, and then create system for the company- ur intern project.
the best is, they gives you fully freedom to do your work, flexi, no punch in or out, just do your job, finish it then what the hell are you going to do pun...they don't mind..and that is why on the first day, I've log in to fb using office pc..hehe sorry boss.
they treated you as an employee, that is good because you can enjoy same privilege as the real employee have, except for the payment lah
hoping for good for my 8 month intern.
btw, my company is looking for an employee/pre-intern/ intern.
qualification: degree or diploma holder in EE, ME, CE or any engineering based
salary- to be negotiated,
do let me know if you're interested

love or not love?

credit to Deva

I am tired of sticking around you because i knew that you will let me go when the hard situation happens.

Yes,i did angry at you for so many things and tried to stick around before but now I'm tired.

I believed that what I've been thinking so far will change but in the end, NO..

It happened and it is the end.

Things happens for a reason and it do teach me a lesson.

I believed yours too..

hidup di rumah

dah 2 minggu berada di alor setar,
dan mcm2 dah mknan yang dah dpt mkn,
so aku harap aku x de lah kempunan ke mngidam ke mknan kedah lps ni selama 7 bulan (*over)
dan mcm2 cerita aku tgk dekat tv tu smpai muak dah
so aku harap ak xde le kempunan nk tgk tv lepas ni selama 7 bulan (*over lagi)
dan dah berkali2 aku g pekan alor setar, sampai aku rasa dah x taw apa yg menarik dekat pekan alor setar
so aku harap lepas ni xde la kempunan nak kuar g alor setar ke dlm ms 7 bulan (*muntah, over sgt)
even br sminggu lebih dduk umah, dah rasa bohsan, sebab..
mmg da xde sape kat umah..imagine..
bgun awal pg, kjutkan adik(sbb aku anak sulong-kakak yg baik) solat subuh, tggu lepa sadek p sekolah, sarapan sikit, tidur balik smpai pkul 8 ke 9 bgun, mandi sumer kemas umah, then tgk tv, pkul 11 ke 12 smbung masak, tlg mak kat dapur..lepas masak, lunch dgn parents,tgk tv lagi, tgk tv lagi dan lagi, smpai ke mlm msih dgn tv, sekali sekala online, tp nmpk gaya mcm online lg byk dr tgk tv..tu la hidup seharian, over n over again..
so ak harap lps ni xde la nak bgun lmbat selama 7 bulan, dah puas berehat kat umah ye? (*sgt2 over)
semalam buatlah kek  puding karamel..boring tahap gaban sgt...
resipi cr kat internet.. kat myresipi


Bahan-bahan ( 20cm )


Karamel
60g gula
1 sudu besar air
2 sudu besar air


Sapukan loyang dengan butter lembut. Panaskan oven ke 170 degree. Cairkan mentega dan ketepikan.
Sediakan karamel Campurkan gula dengan 1 sudu air. Panaskan sehingga jadi warna perang. Kemudian tambah 2 sudu besar air lagi. Tutup api. Tuangkan semasa masih panas-panas ke dalam loyang.


Puding
4 biji telur
500ml susu segar
70g gula
sedikit esen vanila


Sediakan puding. Panaskan susu dan gula sehingga gula hancur dan padamkan api.
Masukkan telur dan esen vanila ke dalam mangkuk. Pukul sedikit. Kemudian tuangkan susu panas tadi perlahan-lahan ke dalam mangkuk sambil dikacau. Kacau dengan perlahan-lahan supaya tak berbuih.
Tapiskan no.4 ke dalam loyang karamel tadi.


Kek span
70g tepung gandum 
60g gula halus
2 biji telur
20g mentega- dicairkan


Sediakan kek span. Asingkan putih dan kuning telur. Pukul telur putih dengan separuh gula sehingga kembang.
Pukul pula telur kuning dengan separuh gula lagi sehingga jadi bentuk krim.
Campurkan kedua-dua adunan telur tadi. Pukul dengan perlahan-lahan sehingga sebati.
Ayak tepung ke dalam no.8 Kacau dengan spatula dengan kaedah kaup balik.
Akhir sekali masukkan butter yang telah dicairkan. Kacau sehingga sebati.
Tuangkan adunan kek tadi ke dalam loyang puding tadi.


Masukkan air suam ke dalam dulang oven. Bakar selama 40 minit atau sehingga masak. (adunan kek span ni akan terapung di permukaan adunan puding.. so puding tu tak payah kukus or bakar dulu.)
Sejukkan dulu sebelum keluarkan puding/kek dari loyang.


**kek ni mcm manis sgt, so lepas ni nk kurang kan gula sikit, abah x suka manis sgt...
so apa lagi resipi hari ni?hmmm
ok la...da mls nk bebel lg 

Tech-Jan Pre-Intern Dinner

it's a a real SATISFACTION...
no.. a big SATISFACTION!
when you've finished the task and gained positive feedback from peoples.
My 2nd Year in UTP has ended beautifully about 2 weeks ago with the last task- Pre-Intern Dinner for the batch.
and Alhamdulillah..with the help from Faiz, Kamarul, Fathiah and Anis as organizing teams and also supports from my batch, it runs smoothly and beautifully.
although the total of guest turned up did not meet the expected numbers and along with few constraints and problems but looking at all the feedback from the guest and also those memories we had, it already make me satisfied and happy.
but, hey. this is the last time ok...pencen dah dr jd organizer...
this is the third time...giving chances to others la pulak..
in fact, TECHJAN 09 for sure, bored to see me and me and me again organizing the same dinner with the same style and ahah...ngaku je la korang! hehhe
ok...enough with all the blabbering, check out those pictures below:

karaoke?

may this memories last forever

i just love this pic..

gila habes

yes, they look 'gila' a bit but hey, these are the true friends

i love that girl, deva  so much!

Internship

i got an offer from my intern's svin K-Perak to start the internship earlier than the expected date that is on 26 Sepet 2011.
my abah said, go on..
my friends said go...
another one said- if you don't need that another one week holiday, just go...but if you valued that one week holiday...don't go..
so, me? dat prob is actually rumah sewa...
thanx god there's one kakak in my company willing to 'tumpangkan' ..
ok....a week earlier...huu..bj xde, ilmu xde....hope i can survived...
fiza n fahana, meh la teman i cepat!


P/s: recorvering process....enjoying myself.......

Chris Brown - Next To You ft. Justin Bieber

Next 2 U

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There’s not a thing I won’t do.
I’ll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I’ll be there when you’re insecure,
Let you know that you’re always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That’d be mine forever.

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely

Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I’ll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever